Sunday, March 28, 2010
A lot of things have been happening in my life
The Good,not so much.
The Bad,so much that even i cannot count.
But it's fine,i will just accept it since the guy up there just loves to screw with me
So what can i do?
Nothing...
At this rate,it's either i give up first and jump from some place high up or
I continue living this sad life until i end up in IMH.
All i can say is I would just like to return to the past when none of these would have existed...
{/10:53 PM}
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Friday, August 21, 2009
Yet another day...
And yes,still haven't forget... -_-
Sometimes,i really feel like scolding and whacking myself for not being able to give it up
Anyway, UTs are easy,now for the last 2....i haf a bad feeling abt those 2 -_-
PLS LET ME FORGET!!!
PLS LET ME FORGET!!!
PLS LET ME FORGET!!!
PLS LET ME FORGET!!!
PLS LET ME FORGET!!!
PLS LET ME FORGET!!!
PLS LET ME FORGET!!!
Hope so....
{/7:50 AM}
scatter
Thursday, August 20, 2009
~~* if a man wants u..nth can keep him away..if he doesnt want u..nth can make him stay..stop making excuses for a man & his behavior..heartbreaks last as long as u want & cut as deep as u allow them to go..the challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them..when it rains..look for the rainbow.. *~~
I just read this on the net
So true XD
Sighz...how long has it been....
I still haven't forget
How i hope someone can whack the stupidity out of me
I know...i shld give up and move on
But this time...it seems i am unable to...
I am a stupid kid
Can anyone wake this stupid kid up???
LOL Luckily the tests are quite easy this time round so i got past them without studying
Also no mood study also...
I WANT TO SELF-TOUCH MORE IN MAHJONG!!!
{/9:50 AM}
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Friday, August 14, 2009
It's amazing that throughout all my posts
There is one common word
"Idiot"
I truly agree with myself...17 yrs is too early for me to give up
But it still truly hurts no matter how much i try to forget
But the pain definitely lessens when i am around friends...
In the past,i trusted no one
but as time goes past...
Maybe my heart has soften
And i have made friends that i can trust
I do not even know it myself
Until recently i guess....
I just hope that the "incident" that made me lost all trust in everyone does not happen again...
我想讲一声对不起
因为我讲了一个骗话
我有讲过我会忘记妳的
但我做不到
因为我已经深深得爱上妳了
这份爱我会默默的收在心里
等妳来接受它
虽然我知道这是不可能
但是我会傻傻的等下去
因为我是痴情里的白痴
{/9:59 AM}
scatter
Thursday, August 13, 2009
I am afraid this time i cant keep the show going...
I am afraid this time i cannot stand up again...
Sighz...God...Haven i tried hard enough...
To get the desired life that i want...
{/11:15 AM}
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Friday, July 24, 2009
It's good to know that people think that this blog is dead XD because then not many will know what i am going through which is good...Haha
Sighz...Life sure knows how to put me down,trouble after trouble,event after event...Even though i may be feeling sad and down...i will stand up again as usual...i hope.If there's a place for my heart,it will be the recycle bin.Broken too many times and taped back too many times...Sighz...what i want to show or say in life,i am unable to because there is no one to say or show it to...Maybe it's just me being an idiot as usual...The show must still go on...
{/8:40 AM}
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Tuesday, March 31, 2009
What is Loneliness...?
True Loneliness is something that cannot be seen and can only be felt...
One may have many friends and people around him or her but still feel lonely
One may have very little friends and family but still feel complete
True loneliness is truly something to be feared of -Joel.P-
All these years...
These 17 + years...
I do not know how many times
I have said "Why is life so unfair" and "I already have tried my best,why cant i get the desired results"
I really do not understand
I have put in effort and have tried so many times
Thinking that miracles can happen
And that i can lead a happy life...
But there's one thing that i understand
It's ONLY 17 years
I have a long way to go...
It's only the start
There's no reason to give up so early
I shall carry on fighting for that life that i have always desired.
-Joel.P-
{/4:05 AM}
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